[Brisbane working holiday D+15] I have a job now even I've been here only 2 weeks!
https://blog.naver.com/jingnew5/221617534292 : In Korean
Today was my second trial. My manager said she likes my quick temper, and want to work together. So my trial is end. And today was....the day....she checks my English skill...............hahaha. It was rea~~~~~~~~~~lly sucks. :)......I can't heard anything.
Even face to face is not easy to me, phone call was....I felt I'm like a deaf. I cheered up myself that it's not bad because it's the first time to me, but my manager quaried me that it will be okay or not to work here with this poor listening. I just said "YES!!OF COURSE I CAN!!!!", but It's just because I can't said no I'm not sure. Yes..It way lying..haha
I decided to focus on gaining experience since I can think that is just a practice, and I didn't intend to get a job in a month. Now..nobody knows that when I will be fired.LOL. It's okay! Just make my mind to not cry even if I'm fired.
Mind is really easy to changed. I was so pleased because I have a chance to trial by sending e-mail just once. However I'm so frustrated because my expectation was much better than what I did today. Of course I know I can't be perfect enough when the first time, but I still feel upset.
I thought I'm not a passionful person, but in here, I want everything. I want to have perfect English skill even it's only 2 weeks that I've been here, want to study hard, want to have fun intently! I reckon I've never want something like this.
Anyway! Try to don't forget that I've been here less than a month, and try to forget about my faults! It's okay becaus I'm not adapt here yet~~ But I should try my best. Say good things to myself!
You did a good job Riley! You passed today's trial(although It was not perfect) and have a job now~~You can listen well after you answer phone 3 times! ٩(●˙▿˙●)۶…⋆ฺ Do the best tomorrow!